SINaktan mohh PUso qho?

Ilang beses mo na ko sinaktan, ilang beses mo na kong pinaiyak at ilang beses na kitang pinatawad. Pero bakit di mo ako pagbigyan na makasama at mahalin ka, kahit minsan lang?

I miss you, even if you don't. I love you, although you can't. Basta sa akin, maipakita't maiparamdam kong mahal kita kahit walang kapalit. Ok lang yun, kahit masakit, patunay lang kung gaano kita kamahal.

·         Akala ko noon, tapos na. Akala ko nakalimutan na kita. Di ko inaasahang aabot ng ganito. Nababaliw na ako sa pagmamahal sayo. Heto tanong ko, ako kaya minahal mo?

·         Bakit ayaw mo ko patawarin? Gagawin ko na nga lahat para sayo tapos ginagawa mo akong gago. Alam mo, masakit yun kasi sobrang mahal kita. Shit! Oo nga pala, may mahal kang iba.

Malungkot ka, nag-joke ako, tawa ka, tawa ako. May problema ka, joke ulit ako, tawa ka, tawa ako. Nagalit ka, joke pa rin ako, tawa ka, tawa ako. Sinabi ko mahal kita, akala mo joke, tumawa ka, napaiyak mo ako.


Sino mahal mo? Ah, sha pala yun. Kaya pala nasasaktan ako. Pero ok lang yun! Kasi alam kong masaya ka, kahit masakit. Kasi, mahal kita. · You brighten my day, di ka naman araw. You light up my life, di ka naman ilaw. You make me smile, di ka naman bulalakaw. You warm my heart, di ka naman sabaw. Mahal kita, yan malinaw.



· Kagabi, may bumisita sa aking angel. Nagpaalam sha dahil kukunin ka na raw niya. Alam mo bakit di niya ginawa? Sabi ko kasi, "May langit na nga kayo, wag niyo namang kunin langit ko."

· Minsan, natanong ko sa sarili ko, "May nagmamahal pa ba sa akin?" Sabi meron daw, pero di ko makita, di ko maramdaman. Siguro nga tanga ako, nagbubulag-bulagan, nagbibingi-bingihan, parang ikaw.

\pinaka best na nasaktan ako tungkol sayo ..
Ang hirap umasa sa wala. Ang hirap magmahal ng may mahal ng iba. Ang hirap ipagtanggol ang walang pakialam sa nararamdaman mo. Higit sa lahat, ang hirap masaktan ng wala kang karapatan.



· Marami akong hindi maintindihan. Sabi mo mahal mo ako. Bakit mo ako sinaktan? Pinaasa? Binalewala? Kung gaano kita kamahal, ganon mo din ako sinaktan. Bakit ganon? Mahal ba kita dahil ganyan ka, o ganyan ka dahil mahal kita?

kulang ako kung wala ka? "JHON PAUL"

           Isang taong  nagpapatibok  na  aking  puso.  Sa kanyang anyo makikita ang katangiang ng naiiba , sa lahat ng aking nasasalamuha. Siya si Jhon Paul P Tacang , kilala sa palayaw na ‘’ampong” .  Sa ngiti at mata   ako ay humahanga.

          sa murang edad ko, akoy napiibig. ngunit kami  magkaibigan lamang. ako si Mharrk Vestigium Goce. kilala ako bilang isang matinong kaibigan niya . Dahil sa isang mali kong imbestiga ukol sa kanya nawala an gaming pagkakaibigan. Natoto na sana akong kalimutan siya pero di ko kaya. Kulang na kulang pala ako kung wala siya..  

Kulang Ako Kung Wala Ka

Nag-iisa at hindi mapakali
Ibang-iba pala pag wala ka sa aking tabi
Pinipilit kong limutin ka
Ngunit di magawa
Sa bawat kong galaw
Ay laging hanap ka

Nag-iisa ang isang kagaya mo
Na nagmahal at nagtiyaga
Sa isang katulad ko
Bakit nga ba di ko man lang nabigyan ng halaga
Nagsisisi ngayong wala ka na
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/e/erik_santos/kulang_ako_kung_wala_ka.html ]
Refrain:
Kulang ako kung wala ka
Di ako mabubuo kung di kita kasama
Nasanay na ako na lagi kang nariyan
Di ko kayang mag-isa
Puso ay pagbigyan
Kulang ako, kulang ako kung wala ka

Nag-iisa sa bawat sandali
At tila ba biglang nahati ang aking daigdig
Umaasa na sana'y maging tayong dalawa muli
Sa puso ko'y wala kang kapalit

Repeat Refrain

Ooohh...

Repeat Refrain

Kulang ako, kulang ako kung wala ka

 Kahapon may nagtanong sakin. Ano daw ba ang mas mahalaga ,  ikaw o ang mga pangarap ko. Sabi  ko  syempre ikawJhon Paul P Tacang! Kasi ikaw lang naman  nag-iisang pangarap ko. ehhhhhh..

                 


SHaRRRRRRRReeee    LANNNNgggggg

Philippines struggles with AIDS?

         The larger system of discourse on AIDS shows that the term, those affected by the disease, and our view of ourselves and our bodies has changed since the discovery of the first cases. In the beginning, AIDS was basically defined as a "gay cancer" that homosexual males were contracting in San Francisco and other heavily gay populated metropolitan areas (New York). As more and more information became available concerning the disease it was discovered that it was not germane to homosexuals and that it was a virus, not a cancer, transmitted through the exchange of bodily fluids, primarily semen and blood. Widespread panic, fear and misunderstanding were characteristic of the discourse surrounding the disease. Those affected by it, primarily homosexuals males during the first few years of its existence, were vilified by the religious right, scared heterosexuals and even those within the medical profession many of whom were in fear of direct contact with AIDS patients. Homosexuals did not help their own fight for identity and integrity by attacking politicians, the medical community and pharmaceutical companies using the epidemic as a weapon against homosexuality to stir up public fears against homosexuals, enact legislation that deprived homosexuals of their civil rights and even profit from their illness and certain death.

BY THE RENOWNED SOURCE:

 HIV/AIDS - according to www.mb.com.ph

MANILA, Philippines — The Philippines is struggling to deal with a worsening human immunodeficiency virus (HIV)-acquired immune deficiency syndrome (AIDS) problem, with far too little money being spent on reversing a steady rise in infection rates, health experts warn.

The government will have to prioritize its funding to concentrate on helping the most at-risk communities as it faces a budget shortfall of up to $370 million over the next five years, Department of Health (DoH) Assistant Secretary Eric Tayag said.

"If we only have so much, we have to prioritize the scope of our programs, choosing the target populations, choosing the specific areas," Tayag told Agence France Presse (AFP).

"It is a race against time because the more cases there are, the more different kinds of financial support are needed in the long run,” he said.

The number of HIV/AIDS cases detected in the Philippines -- which has a population of 94 million people -- is still relatively small, with only 7,884 cases recorded since 1984.

But the Philippines is one of only seven countries listed by UNAIDS (the joint United Nations Program on HIV/AIDS) to have suffered rising infection rates in 2010.

And more than 1,800 cases have already been reported in the first 10 months of this year, exceeding the 1,591 cases reported for all of 2010, according to government data.

Tayag said the government estimated it needed P35 billion ($810 million) to carry out HIV-prevention programs from 2011 to 2016.

However the health department had only identified foreign and local sources for P19 billion ($440 million), leaving a projected shortfall of P16 billion ($370 million).

The funding crunch is expected to hit hardest when the current "round" of the Global Fund to Fight AIDS, TB and Malaria runs out in November next year, said Maria Teresa Bagasao, country director of UNAIDS.

Another "round" of aid pledges was originally scheduled for next year but has been put back to 2013 and any grant money will not be released until 2014 at the earliest, Bagasao told AFP.

"The country needs to look at whether there is going to be a critical gap in the funding. It has to actually sit down and identify where the gap will be. In prevention or treatment?" she said.

The Global Fund, a UN-supported partnership of governments and private aid groups, had made up the bulk of the foreign aid that paid for as much as 80 percent of the country's HIV prevention and treatment programs, Bagasao said.

Activists have accused the government of cutting its own funding for HIV programs and relying too much on external sources.

"There was a gradual decrease (in local funding) because of an over-reliance on external financing like the Global Fund," said Jonas Bagas, spokesman for the Network to Stop AIDS in the Philippines, a coalition of health and activist groups.

Amid the budget concerns, Tayag said the Philippines may have to focus its spending mainly on the homosexual and injecting drug user communities, because they were the groups in which infection rates were rising significantly.

"There are two populations that are the drivers of the epidemic: men having sex with men and injecting drug users," said Tayag, who oversees government programs to fight infectious diseases.

At least 46 percent of infections recorded this year were from homosexual contact, compared with 25 percent in 2006, according to the government data.

Officials say they were caught off-guard by the rise in infections from homosexual contact when they had been mainly concentrating on female sex workers.

Injecting drug users were still a small proportion of the total but there had been a sharp rise from only eight cases detected in 2009 to 147 last year, and another 80 in the first 10 months of 2011.

Previously, HIV had been mainly spread through heterosexual contact. This had been curbed with many HIV-prevention programs focusing on educating and testing female sex workers, according to Tayag. (AFP)

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